Justice   von Sangre
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                         Kapitel 1: The greatest Loss
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i could rescue her!
she is hurt but alive,and that's all that matters to me right now.i can see the
expression on her face...so frightened...afraid to loose someone close to her.it
honours me that she is shedding tears for me.i wasn't very nice to her,after
all,but i tried to make her a good navy officer...i think i was successfull!
she wipes the blood off my face,tells me to hold on...but there's nothing left
to hold on! i can hardly breathe...my vision is blurred...too much
blood...everywhere dead bodies...friends...collegues...
i close my eyes and focus on the events of the last few days.the goddamn pirates
eliminated most of my crew.their captain is not like normal pirates...i know
him...we've been rivals for years!!now he proved to be stronger than me...he
defeated me and not even my smokepowers could help me! i'm just glad that i
could convince him to let tashigi live.she's too young to die...has seen almost
nothing of the world!!
aaah...the pain gets worse!damn him!! he should have cut my head off instead of
letting me bleed to death.DAMN HIM!! sighing,i open my eyes again to look at the
young lieutnant.
she is crying like a baby,ordering me to survive! i just have to smirk...she's
ordering ME to survive...i'm her superior after all...yes,i'm still captain
smoker...i'm still alive...alive!!
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he's fading away!
he protected me,fought against this monster so i could survive...and now i'll
probably loose him because of this shit!!the pirate captain made sure that my
captain won’t survive,that he’ll die today! How cruel! I wanted to fight
against this monster,wanted to take revenge on him…but he just laughed at me
and told me to go back to my mommy!i’m to weak to fight…I know,but I’d
rather die than letting this pirate just murder more and more friends.
A change in my captains body caught my attention.there’s something
missing…something important!i place my head on his chest…and listen.
frightened I realize that his heart is beating way too slow.his eyes are closed
and his breathing so low that his chest is hardly moving.
He’s dying…dying in my arms and there’s nothing I can do to help him!
“don’t you die on me, captain!you are not allowed to die!!i ORDER you to
survive”
he smirks…I can see the few remaining teeth in his mouth…blood, everywhere
on his body!
I can’t stop myself from crying…just like a baby! But nobody could blame me
for this!
I’m about to loose someone close to me…someone I learned to respect and
cherish…I’m about to loose my captain…Captain Smoker, the white Chaser!!
I can feel his last heartbeat…the life in his veins runs cold…his smile
fades! His whole body goes limb and feels colder somehow. i hug him close to me,
not wanting to ever let go!
“AND THIS YOU CALL JUSTICE AT ANY PRICE?!!it’s not fair…you said you’d
make me a captain and now you just left me!!”
I close my eyes.
Rain is falling from the darkened sky, washing away all the blood…washing away
the hope I clung to all my life. thin trickles of blood are running down my
captains chin,admixing with the raindrops. my clothes are already drenched in
water and blood but I don’t care.there’s nothing left to care about….there
is nothing left.
I abandon all hope…abandon love,honor,justice…abandon everything dear to
me…but I’ll never abandon the navy! Life goes on though it is hardly
livable…and sometimes I’ll become captain myself and then I’ll kill the
monster who killed smoker…I’ll track him down and take revenge!
For Justice!
For Captain Smoker!

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