the sorrows of young luce   von yoshi_
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                               Kapitel 2: don't
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“Luce, I.. I think that we should talk about something.”

I knew what she was going to say. Of course I knew. 

I had caught her glance when she walked up the aisle.

I had seen her confusion when I told her what I thought about love.

I had watched her making an excuse for touching me when she gave me her jacket.

 I had felt her looking at me through the whole presentation, her hand next to
mine.

And I loved her for it, even though I knew I mustn’t.

I didn’t want her to speak on, I didn’t want to hear all that.

I knew… if she said it, there would be two ways of what could happen.
Either I wouldn’t stand it anymore, kiss her… and lose her.
Or she wouldn’t stand it anymore, send me away... and I’d lose her still.

Rachel smiled apologetically. 

“It’s just.. when I’m with-”

  “Yeah, I do have to go.”

She made me feel like crap, looking all crestfallen and hurt.

“Oh.”

“Actually, I just realised I’ve... got a delivery.”

“Oh – yeah – right...”

I turned away and started hating myself.

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