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After a few days Near was able to left hospital. He wanted to see Mello again, because since that day his partner didn’t enter the room again. Near finds himself hurrying home…he really wanted to see Mello, he didn’t know why, but he felt something…was it that? Was it that, what men feel when they miss someone? Near didn’t know this feeling…his brain feels overstrained…
Suddenly he finds himself waiting at the door. He also forget if he knocked at the door or not, but someone opens the door. It was a well-known voice, it sounds that this person was very nerved, but Near’s heart makes a little jump when he heart it.
“Who’s there? Go ‘way…we dunno need chocolate…”
“I’ll never give you chocolate, Mello-kun…You are too hysterical then…”
“Near? You? You’re late…”
He looked at Near in an unfriendly way. He goes away from the door and back into his room.
Near comes in. He feels strange…He wasn’t here for a long time and now he doesn’t feel comfortable…He stands in front of the door, not moving back or forward.
“Come in! Stupid little child…”
Near enters the house and goes straight into Mello’s room and then sitting down on the bed. Mello’s eyes widened.
“What are YOU doing in HERE?”
“Erm…you said I should enter and…”
“Yeah, but into the house not into my room…”
“S..sorry…”
Near feels something strange under him…And so he pulls something out from under the bedspread. Near couldn’t trust his eyes…It was a big, fat and white plush cat. Mello blushes so hard that he nearly left consciousness.
“Mello…What the fuck is that?”
“That…that belongs to…to….to L…He often left his strange things everywhere…”
“What a foolish excuse…”
Near smirked. He stands up and goes straight to Mello. Mello also stands up.
“When you come nearer to me I can’t guarantee for your safety…”
“Who cares about that?”
“You should…your skin is so white, it won’t be nice if it get covered with blood…”
“I can remember Mello-kun likes blood…and I hope Mello-kun will like me too, so where’s the problem?”
“There is no problem with me…Near...you know, you belong to me, I own you”
Mello’s eyes are just two slots and he moves his face as close to Near’s as possible without touching him with a single piece of his body. Near can’t move, he feels like Mello holds him back with just his glance…
“Mell…”
“Shut up, little brat…”
Mello kisses him, very long and intensive…but suddenly he stops and he makes a step back.
“Out…Go OUT!!! Immediately!”
Near nearly falls out of the room. He can’t believe it…what was that? His reaction? Do Mello really hate him? Can’t he stand him so much that he wants to hurt him everytime?
Near goes to bed very early this day…He wants to sleep…while sleeping he wants to forget that day…he wants to forget everything…he feels lonely…another time in his life he feels so lonely…but now he knows the feeling of…of what? Was this love? Was this what everybody in the world is talking about, what everybody wants? Near was totally confused…nobody would want to love if that hurts so much…
He feels tears filling his eyes…Hours later he falls asleep…
